{"id":937,"date":"2014-05-15T10:47:09","date_gmt":"2014-05-15T17:47:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937"},"modified":"2014-05-15T10:48:10","modified_gmt":"2014-05-15T17:48:10","slug":"mary-ellen-mark-me-mexico","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937","title":{"rendered":"Mary Ellen Mark, Me &#038; Mexico"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/OaxacaCharros.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-940\" src=\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/OaxacaCharros.jpg\" alt=\"Oaxaca, Tlalixtac, charro, rodeo\" width=\"600\" height=\"399\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/OaxacaCharros.jpg 600w, http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/OaxacaCharros-300x199.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I returned to Oaxaca this year to take a second photography workshop with Mary Ellen Mark. Here is an account of that trip &#8212; and its impact on me &#8212; that I wrote for a <a href=\"http:\/\/www.marinmagazine.com\/May-2014\/Oaxaca\/http:\/\/\" target=\"_blank\">local magazine<\/a>. It is an updated version of <a href=\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=681\" target=\"_blank\">the story<\/a> of my first workshop a year ago.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">***<\/p>\n<p><strong>No Bull!<\/strong><br \/>\n<em>Discovering charros and more in Mexico with Mary Ellen Mark<\/em><\/p>\n<p>By Tim Porter<\/p>\n<p>The bull had been chased at survival-of-the-fittest speed by a charro on horseback, grabbed by the tail, and then <strong>flipped nose first upside down into the dirt<\/strong>, where its rolling bulk created a sideways tornado of dust and grit that hid all but its whirling hooves and horns.<\/p>\n<p>Now, it was coming my way \u2014 <strong>one ton of off-the-hoof, out-of-control hamburger<\/strong> on a collision course with me and my Nikon. My options were few. A brick wall behind me. A cluster of horses, ridden by wranglers waiting for the bull to come out of the spin cycle, in front. A flimsy metal gate to my left.<\/p>\n<p>I defied the complaints of aging knees, muttered a silent namaste of thanks to my yoga teacher and leapt for the gate.<\/p>\n<p>A second later the bull gained its footing, <strong>arose from the ground like a drunken frat boy<\/strong> who had been ejected from a hipster bar, and looked for something two-legged on whom it could exact revenge. Its eyes, angry and aflame, found mine, doe-like and frozen, in my perch three feet above him on the gate. The bull swung his heavy, bony head into the gate, rattling my nerves and my bones. Then the charros, emitting whoops and wielding lassos, chased off the beast.<\/p>\n<p>I checked the camera, noticed bull spittle on my jeans, moved back down along the wall and waited for the next animal.<\/p>\n<p>Just another vacation day in Mexico.<\/p>\n<style id=\"bwg-style-0\">      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .image_browser_images_conteiner_0 * {        -moz-box-sizing: border-box;        box-sizing: border-box;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .image_browser_images_conteiner_0{\t\tbackground-color: rgba(245, 245, 245, 0.90);\t\ttext-align: center;\t\twidth: 100%;\t\tborder-style: none;\t\tborder-width: 2px;\t\tborder-color: #F7F7F7;\t\tpadding: 4px;\t\tborder-radius: 0;\t\tposition:relative;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .image_browser_images_0 {\t\tdisplay: inline-block;\t\t-moz-box-sizing: border-box;\t\tbox-sizing: border-box;\t\tfont-size: 0;\t\ttext-align: center;\t\tmax-width: 100%;\t\twidth: 100%;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .image_browser_image_buttons_conteiner_0 {\t\ttext-align: center;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .image_browser_image_buttons_0 {\t\tdisplay: inline-block;\t\twidth:100%;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_image_browser_image_0 {        background-color: rgba(235, 235, 235, 0.80);\t\ttext-align: center;\t\tdisplay: inline-block;\t\tvertical-align: middle;\t\tmargin: 2px auto;\t\tpadding: 4px;\t\tborder-radius: 0;\t\tborder: 1px none #F5F5F5;\t\tbox-shadow: ;\t\tmax-width: 900px;\t\twidth: 100%;\t\t\/*z-index: 100;*\/\t\tposition: relative;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_image_alt_0{\t\tdisplay: table;\t\twidth: 100%;\t\tfont-size: 15px;\t\tfont-family: Ubuntu;\t\tcolor: #000000;\t\ttext-align:center;\t\tpadding-left: 8px;        word-break: break-word;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_image_browser_img_0 {        padding: 0 !important;\t\tmax-width: 100% !important;\t\theight: inherit !important;\t\twidth: 100%;      }      @media only screen and (max-width : 320px) {\t\t#bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .displaying-num_0 {\t\t  display: none;\t\t}\t\t#bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_image_alt_0 {\t\t  font-size: 10px !important;\t\t}\t\t#bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_watermark_text_0,\t\t#bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_watermark_text_0:hover {\t\t  font-size: 10px !important;\t\t  text-decoration: none;\t\t  margin: 4px;\t\t  font-family: Arial;\t\t  color: #FFFFFF !important;\t\t  opacity: 0.30;\t\t  text-decoration: none;\t\t  position: relative;\t\t  z-index: 10141;\t\t}\t\t#bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_image_browser_image_description_0 {\t\t  color: #000000;\t\t  display: table;\t\t  width: 100%;\t\t  text-align: left;\t\t  font-size: 8px !important;\t\t  font-family: Ubuntu;\t\t  padding: 8px 8px 8px 8px;\t\t  \/*word-break: break-all;*\/\t\t  border-style: none;\t\t  background-color: #EBEBEB;\t\t  border-radius: 0;\t\t  border-width: 1px;\t\t}\t\t#bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 a {\t\t  font-size: 10px !important;\t\t}      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_image_browser_image_desp_0 {\t\t\t\tdisplay: table;\t\t\t\tclear: both;\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;        padding: 0px 5px 0px 5px;\t\t\t\twidth: 100%;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_image_browser_image_description_0 {        color: #000000;\t\tdisplay: table;\t\twidth: 100%;\t\ttext-align: left;\t\tfont-size: 15px;\t\tfont-family: Ubuntu;\t\tpadding: 8px 8px 8px 8px;\t\tword-break: break-word;\t\tborder-style: none;\t\tbackground-color: #EBEBEB;\t\tborder-radius: 0;\t\tborder-width: 1px;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_image_browser_image_alt_0 {      \tdisplay:table;        clear: both;        text-align: center;        padding: 8px;        width: 100%;      }      \/*watermark*\/      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_watermark_text_0,      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_watermark_text_0:hover {        text-decoration: none;        margin: 4px;        font-size: 12px;        font-family: Arial;        color: #FFFFFF !important;        opacity: 0.30;        position: relative;        z-index: 10141;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_image_browser_image_contain_0{        position: absolute;        text-align: center;        vertical-align: middle;        width: 100%;        height: 100%;        cursor: pointer;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_image_browser_watermark_contain_0{        display: table;        vertical-align: middle;        width: 100%;        height: 100%;      }\t       #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_image_browser_watermark_cont_0{        display: table-cell;        text-align: ;        position: relative;        vertical-align: ;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_image_browser_watermark_0{\t\tdisplay: inline-block;\t\toverflow: hidden;\t\tposition: relative;\t\tvertical-align: middle;\t\tz-index: 10140;\t\twidth: 90px;\t\tmax-width: 10%;\t\tmargin: 10px 10px 10px 10px ;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_image_browser_watermark_text_0{        display: inline-block;\t\toverflow: hidden;\t\tposition: relative;\t\tvertical-align: middle;\t\tz-index: 10140;\t\tmargin: 10px 10px 10px 10px;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_image_browser_watermark_img_0{        max-width: 100%;        opacity: 0.30;        position: relative;        z-index: 10141;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_none_selectable {        -webkit-touch-callout: none;        -webkit-user-select: none;        -khtml-user-select: none;        -moz-user-select: none;        -ms-user-select: none;        user-select: none;       ecoration: none;    }    #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .bwg_gal_title_0 {      background-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0);      color: #323A45;      display: block;      font-family: Ubuntu;      font-size: 16px;      font-weight: bold;      padding: 2px;      text-shadow: 0px 0px 0px #888888;      text-align: center;    }    <\/style>    <div id=\"bwg_container1_0\"         class=\"bwg_container bwg_thumbnail bwg_image_browser \"         data-right-click-protection=\"1\"         data-bwg=\"0\"         data-scroll=\"0\"         data-gallery-type=\"image_browser\"         data-gallery-view-type=\"image_browser\"         data-current-url=\"\/seconddraft\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fposts%2F937\"         data-lightbox-url=\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-admin\/admin-ajax.php?action=GalleryBox&#038;current_view=0&#038;gallery_id=1&#038;tag=0&#038;theme_id=1&#038;shortcode_id=0&#038;sort_by=order&#038;order_by=asc&#038;current_url=%2Fseconddraft%2Findex.php%3Frest_route%3D%252Fwp%252Fv2%252Fposts%252F937\"         data-gallery-id=\"1\"         data-popup-width=\"900\"         data-popup-height=\"600\"         data-is-album=\"gallery\"         data-buttons-position=\"bottom\">      <div id=\"bwg_container2_0\">             <div id=\"ajax_loading_0\" class=\"bwg_loading_div_1\">      <div class=\"bwg_loading_div_2\">        <div class=\"bwg_loading_div_3\">          <div id=\"loading_div_0\" class=\"bwg_spider_ajax_loading\">          <\/div>        <\/div>      <\/div>    <\/div>            <form id=\"gal_front_form_0\"              class=\"bwg-hidden\"              method=\"post\"              action=\"#\"              data-current=\"0\"              data-shortcode-id=\"0\"              data-gallery-type=\"image_browser\"              data-gallery-id=\"1\"              data-tag=\"0\"              data-album-id=\"0\"              data-theme-id=\"1\"              data-ajax-url=\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-admin\/admin-ajax.php?action=bwg_frontend_data\">          <div id=\"bwg_container3_0\" class=\"bwg-background bwg-background-0\">            \t  <div id=\"bwg_image_browser_0\" class=\"image_browser_images_conteiner_0 bwg-image_browser-images-wrapper bwg-container\"         data-params='{&quot;is_pro&quot;:false,&quot;image_right_click&quot;:&quot;1&quot;,&quot;gallery_id&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}'         data-bwg=\"0\"         data-lightbox-url=\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-admin\/admin-ajax.php?action=GalleryBox&#038;current_view=0&#038;gallery_id=1&#038;tag=0&#038;theme_id=1&#038;shortcode_id=0&#038;sort_by=order&#038;order_by=asc&#038;current_url=%2Fseconddraft%2Findex.php%3Frest_route%3D%252Fwp%252Fv2%252Fposts%252F937\">      <div class=\"image_browser_images_0\">                  <div class=\"image_browser_image_buttons_conteiner_0\">            <div class=\"image_browser_image_buttons_0\">                            <div class=\"bwg_image_browser_image_0\">                                  <a style=\"position:relative;\"  class=\"bwg-a bwg_lightbox\" data-image-id=\"6\" data-elementor-open-lightbox=\"no\">                    <img decoding=\"async\" class=\"skip-lazy bwg-item0 bwg_image_browser_img bwg_image_browser_img_0 \"                         src=\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-content\/uploads\/photo-gallery\/OaxacaCharros_030814_155.jpg\"                         data-src=\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-content\/uploads\/photo-gallery\/OaxacaCharros_030814_155.jpg\"                         alt=\"OaxacaCharros_030814_155\"                         title=\"OaxacaCharros_030814_155\" \/>                  <\/a>                                <\/div>                          <\/div>          <\/div>                <\/div>    <\/div>    <style>      \/*pagination styles*\/      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 {\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\t\t\t\tfont-size: 12px;\t\t\t\tfont-family: Ubuntu;\t\t\t\tfont-weight: bold;\t\t\t\tcolor: #666666;\t\t\t\tmargin: 6px 0 4px;\t\t\t\tdisplay: block;      }      @media only screen and (max-width : 320px) {      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .displaying-num_0 {     \t display: none;      }      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .displaying-num_0 {\t\t\t\tfont-size: 12px;\t\t\t\tfont-family: Ubuntu;\t\t\t\tfont-weight: bold;\t\t\t\tcolor: #666666;\t\t\t\tmargin-right: 10px;\t\t\t\tvertical-align: middle;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .paging-input_0 {\t\t\t\tfont-size: 12px;\t\t\t\tfont-family: Ubuntu;\t\t\t\tfont-weight: bold;\t\t\t\tcolor: #666666;\t\t\t\tvertical-align: middle;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 a.disabled,      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 a.disabled:hover,      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 a.disabled:focus,\t\t\t#bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 input.bwg_current_page {\t\t\t\tcursor: default;\t\t\t\tcolor: rgba(102, 102, 102, 0.5);      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 a,      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 input.bwg_current_page {\t\t\t\tcursor: pointer;\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\t\t\t\tfont-size: 12px;\t\t\t\tfont-family: Ubuntu;\t\t\t\tfont-weight: bold;\t\t\t\tcolor: #666666;\t\t\t\ttext-decoration: none;\t\t\t\tpadding: 3px 6px;\t\t\t\tmargin: 0;\t\t\t\tborder-radius: 0;\t\t\t\tborder-style: solid;\t\t\t\tborder-width: 1px;\t\t\t\tborder-color: #E3E3E3;\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\tbackground-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 1.00);\t\t\t\tbox-shadow: 0;\t\t\t\ttransition: all 0.3s ease 0s;-webkit-transition: all 0.3s ease 0s;      }            #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 a.next-page:hover,      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 a.prev-page:hover {        color: #000000;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 .first-page,      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 .last-page {        padding: 0% 7%;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 .next-page {        margin: 0% 4% 0% 0%;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 .prev-page {        margin: 0% 0% 0% 4%;      }      #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 a {        font-size: 15px !important;        padding: 0% 7% !important;        border-style: none !important;        border-width: 1px;        border-color: #E3E3E3;        background-color: #FFFFFF;        opacity: 1.00;        transition: all 0.3s ease 0s;-webkit-transition: all 0.3s ease 0s;      }      .bwg_image_browser#bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 a {         padding: 0% 11% !important;      }\t\t\t#bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 {        background-color: rgba(245, 245, 245, 0.90);        margin-top: 0;      }      .bwg_image_browser  .pagination-links_0 {        white-space: nowrap;      }      @media screen and (max-width: 465px) {        .bwg_image_browser#bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 .tablenav-pages_0 a {          padding: 0% 5% !important;          font-size: 13px;        }      }      <\/style>      <span class=\"bwg_nav_cont_0\">              <div class=\"tablenav-pages_0\">                      <span class=\"pagination-links_0 pagination-links\" data-pages-count=\"19\">              <span class=\"pagination-links_col1\">              <a class=\"bwg-a first-page disabled\" title=\"Go to the first page\" >\u00ab<\/a>              <a class=\"bwg-a prev-page disabled\" title=\"Go to the previous page\" >\u2039<\/a>              <\/span>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"pagination-links_col2\">\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<input type=\"number\" class=\"bwg_current_page\" name=\"bwg_current_page\" value=\"1\" data-url-info=\"page_number_0\" onkeypress=\"return bwg_change_page_0(event, this)\" min=\"1\" oninput=\"validity.valid||(value='')\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\tof\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"total-pages_0\">\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t19\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>              <span class=\"pagination-links_col3\">                <a class=\"bwg-a next-page-0\" title=\"Go to the next page\" href=\"\/seconddraft\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fposts%2F937&#038;page_number_0=2\">\u203a<\/a>                <a class=\"bwg-a last-page-0\" title=\"Go to the last page\" href=\"\/seconddraft\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fposts%2F937&#038;page_number_0=19\">\u00bb<\/a>              <\/span>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\t\t\t\t\t\t        <\/div>                <input type=\"hidden\" id=\"page_number_0\" name=\"page_number_0\" value=\"1\" \/>      <script type=\"text\/javascript\">        if( jQuery('.bwg_nav_cont_0').length > 1 ) {          jQuery('.bwg_nav_cont_0').first().remove()        }        function spider_page_0(cur, x, y, load_more) {          if (typeof load_more == \"undefined\") {            var load_more = false;          }          if (jQuery(cur).hasClass('disabled')) {            return false;          }          var items_county_0 = 19;          switch (y) {            case 1:              if (x >= items_county_0) {                document.getElementById('page_number_0').value = items_county_0;              }              else {                document.getElementById('page_number_0').value = x + 1;              }              break;            case 2:              document.getElementById('page_number_0').value = items_county_0;              break;            case -1:              if (x == 1) {                document.getElementById('page_number_0').value = 1;              }              else {                document.getElementById('page_number_0').value = x - 1;              }              break;            case -2:              document.getElementById('page_number_0').value = 1;              break;\t\t\t\t\t\tcase 0:              document.getElementById('page_number_0').value = x;              break;            default:              document.getElementById('page_number_0').value = 1;          }          bwg_ajax('gal_front_form_0', '0', 'bwg_image_browser_0', '0', '', 'gallery', 0, '', '', load_more, '', 1);        }                    jQuery('.first-page disabled').on('click', function () {              spider_page_0(this, 1, -2, 'numeric');              return false;            });            jQuery('.prev-page disabled').on('click', function () {              spider_page_0(this, 1, -1, 'numeric');              return false;            });            jQuery('.next-page-0').on('click', function () {              spider_page_0(this, 1, 1, 'numeric');              return false;            });            jQuery('.last-page-0').on('click', function () {              spider_page_0(this, 1, 2, 'numeric');              return false;            });        \t\t\t\t\/* Change page on input enter. *\/        function bwg_change_page_0( e, that ) {          if (  e.key == 'Enter' ) {            var to_page = parseInt(jQuery(that).val());            var pages_count = jQuery(that).parents(\".pagination-links\").data(\"pages-count\");            var current_url_param = jQuery(that).attr('data-url-info');            if (to_page > pages_count) {              to_page = 1;            }\t \t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\tspider_page_0(this, to_page, 0, 'numeric');\t\t\t\t\t\t\treturn false;\t\t\t\t\t\t          }          return true;        }        jQuery('.bwg_load_btn_0').on('click', function () {            spider_page_0(this, 1, 1, true);            return false;        });      <\/script>      <\/span>                <\/div>        <\/form>        <style>          #bwg_container1_0 #bwg_container2_0 #spider_popup_overlay_0 {          background-color: #EEEEEE;          opacity: 0.60;          }          <\/style>        <div id=\"bwg_spider_popup_loading_0\" class=\"bwg_spider_popup_loading\"><\/div>        <div id=\"spider_popup_overlay_0\" class=\"spider_popup_overlay\" onclick=\"spider_destroypopup(1000)\"><\/div>        <input type=\"hidden\" id=\"bwg_random_seed_0\" value=\"44125333\">                <\/div>    <\/div>    <script>      if (document.readyState === 'complete') {        if( typeof bwg_main_ready == 'function' ) {          if ( jQuery(\"#bwg_container1_0\").height() ) {            bwg_main_ready(jQuery(\"#bwg_container1_0\"));          }        }      } else {        document.addEventListener('DOMContentLoaded', function() {          if( typeof bwg_main_ready == 'function' ) {            if ( jQuery(\"#bwg_container1_0\").height() ) {             bwg_main_ready(jQuery(\"#bwg_container1_0\"));            }          }        });      }    <\/script>    \n<p>Years ago, I worked <a href=\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/examiner.swf\" target=\"_blank\">at a newspape<\/a>r in San Francisco with a British reporter who had done several stints with the London tabloids and he liked to say of a hard-to-believe yarn, \u201cHey, it\u2019s a great story even if it\u2019s true.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>This bull story is no bull. But there are greater truths to be told here.<\/p>\n<p>My nose-to-nose encounter with the bull happened while <strong>I was photographing the second day of a charreada<\/strong>, a traditional Mexican rodeo that took place about 10 miles south of the city of Oaxaca in a town called <a href=\"https:\/\/www.google.com\/maps\/place\/Tlalixtac+de+Cabrera,+Oaxaca\/@17.0712659,-96.6486544,14z\/data=!3m1!4b1!4m2!3m1!1s0x85c72416785b6fb5:0x9ac4261759c9bdc1\" target=\"_blank\">Tlalixtac de Cabrera<\/a>. There, teams of charros, the iconic Mexican horsemen whose tight-fitting suits and wide-brimmed sombreros remind tourists of mariachi bands but whose history is rooted in the horse culture brought to Mexico by the Spanish conquistadores, competed for the state championship.<\/p>\n<p>I was in the lienzo charro (the arena) because of one woman, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.maryellenmark.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">Mary Ellen Mark<\/a>, the iconic photojournalist who has worked for Federico Fellini, and Life\u00a0 and Vanity Fair, but is best known for <strong>her lifelong pursuit of documenting those who inhabit society\u2019s fringes<\/strong> \u2014 street kids, circus performers and prostitutes.<\/p>\n<p>She was a hero of my youth, the reason I became a photographer. My two days with the charros were part of a <a href=\"http:\/\/www.maryellenmark.com\/workshops\/workshops.html\" target=\"_blank\">10-day photography workshop<\/a> she led in March in Oaxaca.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>I first learned of Mary Ellen when I was in my 20s. The \u201960s had come and gone and <strong>I was living in the wake of the period\u2019s wanton indulgences<\/strong>. I\u2019d gotten a low-level job in a swanky Nob Hill hotel and returned to college, but I had no plan. School was merely a way out of a life I could no longer live.<\/p>\n<p>One day I saw two photographs in a magazine, both taken in India. In <a href=\"http:\/\/www.maryellenmark.com\/books\/titles\/exposure\/205P-140-258_expose_520.html\" target=\"_blank\">the first<\/a>, a boy sat at table in a cafe. His hair was long, his shirt torn. He leaned, dreamy-eyed, toward a glow coming from a nearby window. The <a href=\"http:\/\/www.maryellenmark.com\/books\/titles\/exposure\/205P-140-260_expose_520.html\" target=\"_blank\">second photo <\/a>showed a hippie couple resting on a beach. They wore white, wispy clothes. The boy\u2019s hands rested on a harmonium, an Indian hand organ. He and the girl gazed languidly toward the sea.<\/p>\n<p><strong>In those lost children, I saw myself.<\/strong> The images embodied the untethered wandering that defined the era and that had led me, unwittingly, down shrouded paths from which many never returned. I\u2019ve never forgotten those two photos.<\/p>\n<p>Mary Ellen Mark was only 31 when she made those pictures, but she was already accomplished \u2014 assignments worldwide, a Fulbright, her mind and her camera\u00a0 focused on the social trends of the day. She has said of those years, \u201c<strong>I\u2019m just interested in people on the edges<\/strong>. I feel an affinity for people who haven\u2019t had the best breaks in society. What I want to do more than anything is acknowledge their existence.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Her desire inspired me, a confused young man who had passed from adolescence into adulthood along those same edges. I bought a camera. I learned to develop film, found a job in a darkroom and began shooting on the street, joined the community college paper, and started shooting news. There was plenty of that in those days \u2014 kidnappings, demonstrations, strikes.<strong> I used the camera to both open the world to me and to shield me from it.<\/strong> In journalism, I\u2019d found a purpose. I freelanced and hoped for a career in photojournalism .<\/p>\n<p>But it wasn\u2019t to be. <strong>My work wasn\u2019t that strong.<\/strong> I was too timid, too distant. More than that, I allowed insecurity to ride roughshod over passion. To stay in journalism, I started writing, which came more easily than photography. Ambition took hold and I followed the opportunities \u2014 editor of this, editor of that, editor of whatever came along.<\/p>\n<p>Then it was over. That\u2019s too long a story to tell here. <strong>Suffice to say that 30 years after finding myself, I was lost again<\/strong>. Time passed. One day I took out my old Nikon, loaded some film and wandered about the suburban marshes. Just like that, it all came back.<\/p>\n<p>My wife, more perceptive about me than I am, gave me a small digital camera. I learned the software. I bought a bigger camera. I found work with a local magazine that needed someone who could both shoot and write. Over time, more work came. And better cameras. And lights. And a studio. I became, at last, a photographer.<\/p>\n<p>Happy ending, right? Boy wants girl. Gets rejected. Wins over girl years later. Fade to black. Roll credits.<\/p>\n<p>Hold the Hollywood moment.<\/p>\n<p><strong>There was still that itch, unscratched<\/strong> \u2014 the edge, the margin, the harder truths. Don\u2019t get me wrong. Living and working in Marin is a good life that many would like to have. But edgy it ain\u2019t.<\/p>\n<p>Then, 18 months ago serendipity struck. I learned of Mary Ellen Mark\u2019s workshop in Oaxaca (where my wife and I had built a house). <strong>So tantalizing, so coincidental it seemed impossible<\/strong> \u2014 Mary Ellen (my inspiration), photojournalism (my abandoned child) and Oaxaca (my adopted city) all combined.<\/p>\n<p>I joined the workshop last year. I met Mary Ellen (<strong>an extraordinary woman of relentless authenticity<\/strong>). I photographed in garbage dumps and garlic fields and the bedrooms of transvestites. I jabbered all day in Spanish. I came home with several good photos and a vow to return \u2014 which I did in March.<\/p>\n<p>This year, when I returned home from Oaxaca, a friend asked, What did you learn?<\/p>\n<p>I didn\u2019t have a thoughtful answer at the time and instead something about getting closer with my camera. Since then, I\u2019ve considered the question more and here is what Mary Ellen taught me:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li><strong>That photography soothes me<\/strong> with its seeing and excites me with its engagement.<\/li>\n<li><strong>That I am moved by the tenacity<\/strong> and spirit and generosity of those who struggle daily for survival. I wish I were more like them.<\/li>\n<li><strong>That I remain, after all these decades<\/strong>, hesitant in the face of challenge, overly self-critical on the verge of success and easily distracted from the pursuit of the long-term by the gratifications of the short.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Good lessons, yes, but truthfully I knew all of those things before I went to Oaxaca in March, so you might say I learned nothing. You would be wrong.<\/p>\n<p>What Mary Ellen Mark <strong>taught me most of all was to trust who I am<\/strong>. In that sense, I learned everything.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I returned to Oaxaca this year to take a second photography workshop with Mary Ellen Mark. Here is an account of that trip &#8212; and its impact on me &#8212; that I wrote for a local magazine. It is an &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[104,8,6],"tags":[607,606,682,680,681,674],"class_list":["post-937","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mexico","category-personal","category-photography","tag-charreada","tag-charros-2","tag-mary-ellen-mark","tag-mexico","tag-oaxaca","tag-photography"],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v23.1 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>Mary Ellen Mark, Me &amp; Mexico - Tim Porter&#039;s Second Draft<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Mary Ellen Mark, Me &amp; Mexico - Tim Porter&#039;s Second Draft\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"I returned to Oaxaca this year to take a second photography workshop with Mary Ellen Mark. Here is an account of that trip &#8212; and its impact on me &#8212; that I wrote for a local magazine. It is an &hellip; Continue reading &rarr;\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:url\" content=\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:site_name\" content=\"Tim Porter&#039;s Second Draft\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:publisher\" content=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/timporterphotography\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:published_time\" content=\"2014-05-15T17:47:09+00:00\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:modified_time\" content=\"2014-05-15T17:48:10+00:00\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:image\" content=\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/OaxacaCharros.jpg\" \/>\n<meta name=\"author\" content=\"Tim Porter\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:card\" content=\"summary_large_image\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:label1\" content=\"Written by\" \/>\n\t<meta name=\"twitter:data1\" content=\"Tim Porter\" \/>\n\t<meta name=\"twitter:label2\" content=\"Est. reading time\" \/>\n\t<meta name=\"twitter:data2\" content=\"7 minutes\" \/>\n<script type=\"application\/ld+json\" class=\"yoast-schema-graph\">{\"@context\":\"https:\/\/schema.org\",\"@graph\":[{\"@type\":\"WebPage\",\"@id\":\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937\",\"url\":\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937\",\"name\":\"Mary Ellen Mark, Me & Mexico - Tim Porter&#039;s Second Draft\",\"isPartOf\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/#website\"},\"primaryImageOfPage\":{\"@id\":\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937#primaryimage\"},\"image\":{\"@id\":\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937#primaryimage\"},\"thumbnailUrl\":\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/OaxacaCharros.jpg\",\"datePublished\":\"2014-05-15T17:47:09+00:00\",\"dateModified\":\"2014-05-15T17:48:10+00:00\",\"author\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/#\/schema\/person\/efd6f6b05808f784091b582e4231621d\"},\"breadcrumb\":{\"@id\":\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937#breadcrumb\"},\"inLanguage\":\"en-US\",\"potentialAction\":[{\"@type\":\"ReadAction\",\"target\":[\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937\"]}]},{\"@type\":\"ImageObject\",\"inLanguage\":\"en-US\",\"@id\":\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937#primaryimage\",\"url\":\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/OaxacaCharros.jpg\",\"contentUrl\":\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/OaxacaCharros.jpg\"},{\"@type\":\"BreadcrumbList\",\"@id\":\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937#breadcrumb\",\"itemListElement\":[{\"@type\":\"ListItem\",\"position\":1,\"name\":\"Home\",\"item\":\"https:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\"},{\"@type\":\"ListItem\",\"position\":2,\"name\":\"Mary Ellen Mark, Me &#038; Mexico\"}]},{\"@type\":\"WebSite\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/#website\",\"url\":\"https:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/\",\"name\":\"Tim Porter&#039;s Second Draft\",\"description\":\"Photography, Books, Journalism &amp; Other Curiosities\",\"potentialAction\":[{\"@type\":\"SearchAction\",\"target\":{\"@type\":\"EntryPoint\",\"urlTemplate\":\"https:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?s={search_term_string}\"},\"query-input\":\"required name=search_term_string\"}],\"inLanguage\":\"en-US\"},{\"@type\":\"Person\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/#\/schema\/person\/efd6f6b05808f784091b582e4231621d\",\"name\":\"Tim Porter\",\"image\":{\"@type\":\"ImageObject\",\"inLanguage\":\"en-US\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/#\/schema\/person\/image\/\",\"url\":\"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/964890359b5d3b9d2229d81cf1c545c03e5f2c1369af8c0b1cc43e74b6b4abef?s=96&d=mm&r=g\",\"contentUrl\":\"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/964890359b5d3b9d2229d81cf1c545c03e5f2c1369af8c0b1cc43e74b6b4abef?s=96&d=mm&r=g\",\"caption\":\"Tim Porter\"},\"sameAs\":[\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\"],\"url\":\"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?author=1\"}]}<\/script>\n<!-- \/ Yoast SEO plugin. -->","yoast_head_json":{"title":"Mary Ellen Mark, Me & Mexico - Tim Porter&#039;s Second Draft","robots":{"index":"index","follow":"follow","max-snippet":"max-snippet:-1","max-image-preview":"max-image-preview:large","max-video-preview":"max-video-preview:-1"},"canonical":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937","og_locale":"en_US","og_type":"article","og_title":"Mary Ellen Mark, Me & Mexico - Tim Porter&#039;s Second Draft","og_description":"I returned to Oaxaca this year to take a second photography workshop with Mary Ellen Mark. Here is an account of that trip &#8212; and its impact on me &#8212; that I wrote for a local magazine. It is an &hellip; Continue reading &rarr;","og_url":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937","og_site_name":"Tim Porter&#039;s Second Draft","article_publisher":"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/timporterphotography","article_published_time":"2014-05-15T17:47:09+00:00","article_modified_time":"2014-05-15T17:48:10+00:00","og_image":[{"url":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/OaxacaCharros.jpg"}],"author":"Tim Porter","twitter_card":"summary_large_image","twitter_misc":{"Written by":"Tim Porter","Est. reading time":"7 minutes"},"schema":{"@context":"https:\/\/schema.org","@graph":[{"@type":"WebPage","@id":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937","url":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937","name":"Mary Ellen Mark, Me & Mexico - Tim Porter&#039;s Second Draft","isPartOf":{"@id":"https:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/#website"},"primaryImageOfPage":{"@id":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937#primaryimage"},"image":{"@id":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937#primaryimage"},"thumbnailUrl":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/OaxacaCharros.jpg","datePublished":"2014-05-15T17:47:09+00:00","dateModified":"2014-05-15T17:48:10+00:00","author":{"@id":"https:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/#\/schema\/person\/efd6f6b05808f784091b582e4231621d"},"breadcrumb":{"@id":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937#breadcrumb"},"inLanguage":"en-US","potentialAction":[{"@type":"ReadAction","target":["http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937"]}]},{"@type":"ImageObject","inLanguage":"en-US","@id":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937#primaryimage","url":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/OaxacaCharros.jpg","contentUrl":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/OaxacaCharros.jpg"},{"@type":"BreadcrumbList","@id":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?p=937#breadcrumb","itemListElement":[{"@type":"ListItem","position":1,"name":"Home","item":"https:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft"},{"@type":"ListItem","position":2,"name":"Mary Ellen Mark, Me &#038; Mexico"}]},{"@type":"WebSite","@id":"https:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/#website","url":"https:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/","name":"Tim Porter&#039;s Second Draft","description":"Photography, Books, Journalism &amp; Other Curiosities","potentialAction":[{"@type":"SearchAction","target":{"@type":"EntryPoint","urlTemplate":"https:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?s={search_term_string}"},"query-input":"required name=search_term_string"}],"inLanguage":"en-US"},{"@type":"Person","@id":"https:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/#\/schema\/person\/efd6f6b05808f784091b582e4231621d","name":"Tim Porter","image":{"@type":"ImageObject","inLanguage":"en-US","@id":"https:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/#\/schema\/person\/image\/","url":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/964890359b5d3b9d2229d81cf1c545c03e5f2c1369af8c0b1cc43e74b6b4abef?s=96&d=mm&r=g","contentUrl":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/964890359b5d3b9d2229d81cf1c545c03e5f2c1369af8c0b1cc43e74b6b4abef?s=96&d=mm&r=g","caption":"Tim Porter"},"sameAs":["http:\/\/www.timporter.com"],"url":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/?author=1"}]}},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/937","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=937"}],"version-history":[{"count":21,"href":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/937\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":961,"href":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/937\/revisions\/961"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=937"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=937"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.timporter.com\/seconddraft\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=937"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}