Before yesterday, I\u2019d been out of the house only twice in 41 days. Both times I drove my wife to do an errand and never got out of the car. Because I torqued a knee on my last trip to Mexico in March, I couldn\u2019t walk much at all, much less do any of the shopping. The knee is healing, slowly, but it felt strong yesterday so I decided to drive to a farmer\u2019s market that assembles once a week in the parking lot of a nearby drug store.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
With my wife\u2019s guidance,<\/strong> who now has a Mad Max-ian wardrobe for shopping, I geared up: My new mask bought by email from a women\u2019s boutique that has turned its talents to face-ware, a neck gaiter that could double as another layer of facial protection, two pairs of rubber gloves, two antiseptic wipes (placed in a plastic baggie to keep them moist) and a small bottle of hand sanitizer. Oh, and cash, something I haven\u2019t needed for six weeks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n My first surprise<\/strong> was the number of people at the market, at least 40, which seemed like a lot for a guy who had not been in the company of another person other than his spouse for a month and a half. Everyone wore a mask, some hand-made like mine, some of the blue surgical type, and a few N95s, and gloves covered most everyone\u2019s hands. The market is small, about 10 stands, and there were several lines of people. The longest of those queued in front of a woman selling bouquets of flowers, which I took as a symbol of people needed something bright in their homes. I placed myself in the vegetable line. They wait was short, but long enough for me to identify three types of people in the market:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00b7 The good neighbors,<\/strong> those aware of their personal space and their hygiene. They kept their distance from others, didn\u2019t touch the food with their hands (as requested) and maintained a cheery air about them, as forced as it might be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00b7 The clueless,<\/strong> who unfortunately were all older (meaning my age and northward). They meandered, either from physical ailment or distress caused by the disruption of normal, closing the gap between them others, and occasionally bumping into someone. They picked up the food with their hands, examining the head of lettuce or the bag of onions. In the big booth of veggies where the line snaked from the left to the right, two of them entered via the exit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00b7 The assholes,<\/strong> of which, gladly, there were few. One was a guy who, frustrated by the tortoise-like movements of a member of the clueless in front him, approached her from behind and reached over her back to snag a bag of arugula. As he moved toward me, I called to duty my East Coast upbringing to add an edge to my voice and said. Hey, buddy, there\u2019s a line. Really, was the response I got. Really, I said, and it begins back there. I pointed to the parking lot. He retreated, but later I saw him tailgating another shopper.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I was out of the market<\/strong> in 30 minutes, driving off with a fat bag of lettuce, carrots, the aforementioned arugula, a glistening bunch of rainbow chard, Pink Lady apples and mandarins. The long loaves of fresh sourdough bread cooked in a local bakery tempted me, but not enough. The quarantine is changing my diet, and bread is falling off the menu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Aside from the mask,<\/strong> the gloves and the pervasive wariness all of us had about one another, it was a normal experience, and for that I was grateful. I am enjoying, if that\u2019s the right word \u2014 yes, I think it is \u2014 my time in the house and on the deck with my wife, my books and my photographs, but I miss the routine mundanities, the chores, the shopping, the conversations with shopkeepers and barbers and neighbors passed on pathways we all took for granted. We all do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Getting back to normal <\/strong>will mean more than being able to order salami slices at the deli or get a haircut or grab a beer at the corner saloon during a Giants game. It\u2019s going to require a regeneration of social trust, which we have forcefully uprooted. We must replant and cultivate it once again. For months as we stepped out of our homes and into public spaces we\u2019ve wondered if the person next to me could kill us. We as a society are wounded. We will heal, but it will take time.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Before yesterday, I\u2019d been out of the house only twice in 41 days. Both times I drove my wife to do an errand and never got out of the car. Because I torqued a knee on my last trip to … Continue reading